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violet BY Amethyst Ice
Posted on 2007.10.09 at 01:46
True humility is not simply modesty, it is self-forgetfulness. Being able to forget yourself!

This is wonderful...

violet BY Amethyst Ice
Posted on 2007.08.29 at 01:22
It is so impossible seeming to explain yourself to someone else. I love the different types of meaningful relationships i can have with people. I dont think I like the difference in being able to communicate between the different peoples though. But then true communication is not really possible anyway....so i get spoiled when i find one person easier to talk to than another.....even if I find someone else i really care about but cant talk with so freely.....

violet BY Amethyst Ice

doesn't mean anything

Posted on 2007.04.25 at 00:51
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violet BY Amethyst Ice

whopy whoph whoph

Posted on 2006.03.20 at 22:01
Current Music: jefferson airplane: how do you feel?
boy, this isn't necessarily as secret as it was now. But I dont think its likely anyone to search for it anyway.


Gosh, its so wonderful. How its ALWAYS been so, without even realizing it, withut still even fully realizing it. It is simply too wonderful for me to really take in, or just accept, how wonderful it is. I can only just go along with it, and try to wrap my silly little mind around how awesome it truly is...


And even though everything else right now is rather dreadful, at least there are those sorts of moments. Even if its limited...it won't always be.

I can't wait until spring vacation...

violet BY Amethyst Ice

la la la lo looove

Posted on 2005.11.26 at 02:34
The evening breeze caressed the trees, tenderly....The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly.....


violet BY Amethyst Ice

Resentment is such a useless emotion.

Posted on 2005.11.20 at 00:21
need it even exist?

Need what?



so perhaps not at all, not at all, to nothing, to nothing at all, no, not so.

It means something only to oneself, but only to oneself does it never matter anyway.

This is. This, here, right now, as it is, not as it will be, or as it has been, or how you wish it to be. If you could only stay with this....wouldn't it be so much easier?

So things seem irrelevent...life seems stagnant; dwelling too long on such temporary responses. no no no no why must it seem so wrong? Words and feelings simply cannot always mix; perhaps for the best, but for which that is in favor of i can't even begin to fathom.

Everytime you type in here it feels as though life is drained a little more of its purpose.






Why why why?








Why must I seem so? Why must i be so? Why must i feel so for all of this?

violet BY Amethyst Ice
Posted on 2005.11.08 at 23:30
Gosh, today was wonderful. Very very unproductive, but so very, very wonderful...

Gosh, when did I start becoming concerned with how productive my day was anyway?





bleh, being responsible is boring.

violet BY Amethyst Ice
Posted on 2005.10.09 at 15:59
This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

violet BY Amethyst Ice

mmmph yeahhh

Posted on 2005.10.04 at 12:51
Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average

Your General Knowledge is Exceptional
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

violet BY Amethyst Ice
Posted on 2005.10.03 at 16:09
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